Apathy is sinking in, everything is slowing down. I used to be excited about doing things, I used to be able to do things. Now all I do is stare into space/at the TV. It’s taken an hour to write these four sentences.
I’m meant to be doing some art stuff for a friend but I can’t think. I’m meant to be making a sock dinosaur but I don’t quite seem to be able to get up the motivation.
A sock elephant. I need to think about it, but I can’t, I’m just all in a muddle and my mind just can’t, can’t… I can’t even remember what I was thinking about.
The voices aren’t helping of course.
This is the most pointless post ever but I might need it one day.