Another Day, Another GP Appointment

Well I didn’t get sectioned, so I’m rather pleased about that, although it was a rather close thing. On the edge of a knife. It came down to, essentially, more quetiapine or MHA.

GP: You’re manic.

Me: No I’m not.

GP: Yes you are.

That was basically the gist of the appointment. Husband is really rather angry with me right now because he thinks I’m manic and I think I’m fine (except maybe a touch bouncy).

I don’t know what to do really. I take the meds, blah blah, there are no other treatment options available, so I don’t see what I could do even if it was a mental health issue!

I’m concerned about the voices with regards to my safety, I don’t want to go into it anymore than that. I’ll just have to remember.

GP: Do you want some sleeping tablets?

Me: No!

GP: *confused look* but people usually bash down my door for these!

I hate sleepers. I’d rather not sleep. I hate the lack of alertness, I hate not being able to wake up, I hate that I’m so helpless when I’m on them and I hate the hangover.

The plan for the rest of the day is to not go for a walk and maybe have a bath.


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